TateDeon

I saw him in the crowded corridor, looking at something on the phone in his hands, a stupid, intense smile on his face.  Wow.  I thought. I was instantly angry at myself, and at him. How could he do this to me.  Why  did he? I envied him. He was so carefree and relaxed with who he was and he wasn't caged in like I was.  He  didn't have the whole of the school about to pound down on him like a tonne of bricks if he made the tiniest mistake.  He  didn't hate himself. Anger and jealousy flared up in me, causing me to knock the phone out of his hands and shove him hard against the locker. I had to make him pay for how I felt. I looked back at hi

Dear friend,    Firstly, I want to say that I am sorry. I'm sorry for the arguments and the mean words. I'm sorry that the last time I spoke to you face to face I shouted at you and I'm sorry I didn't try to speak to you again. I'm sorry I held a grudge and I'm sorry I didn't reach out to you when I saw you alone. I hope one day you will forgive me for being so self centred and stupid.      Another thing is that I miss you. I miss your light-hearted nature and your laugh. I miss the jokes and I miss the deep conversations. I miss the time we swapped shoes, walked arm in arm and talked about boys. I still remember who you liked and the nickn

I love his golden hair, his soft, brown eyes. I love his gorgeous curly eyelashes, I love his handsome face and how he moves with pride. I love the way I feel safe with him, He makes me feel happy. Although he is fitter than me, We run across fields together. We both love apple pie, And we often have a picnic together. It's nice in the meadow, Although the beach is our favourite place. At sunset it's beautiful, The green-blue waves lapping against the sand, Salty and cold, Hand in hand. We dip our toes in together for we are never apart By the dappled water, By the calm waves, By the sea. By the sea, By the calm wave